Always remember that first meeting and the Arab-Israeli-chi, the familiar feeling that I believed in the twinkling of an eye the people, there is a previous life, and I and the Arab-Israeli Zhi is familiar with the previous on.
Ah Chi, somewhat more calmly innocent smile as if I have to survive in the bottom of my heart, to this life from past life had not been changed. He also seems to have been related to the ten thousand crags and torrents, visit thesuddenly come to life from a previous life, appears in front of me. So I know that between me and the Arab-Israeli-chi will be a story, an interpretation has not been finished in the previous story.
I have never asked Ah Chi, when he had to see me, whether it is in just a few seconds from the bottom of my heart replica lv monogram leopard to accept me as a child to accept a family member had not been met. Because I stubbornly believe that this feeling will not be a unilateral one I have. In fact, do not ask and ask whether there are does not matter, it is important that we have a very short period of time from the familiar strange, and then to heart-to-heart.
Ah Zhi and I kind of magic in the familiar sense of domination, the beginning of a struggle between us all.
When falling in love with Ah-chi, is not a test. Perhaps that feeling from the previous life until this life, and only know that when found, I have been able to extricate themselves, and the Arab-Israeli Chi is cruel at that time told me that he liked one of my friends.
I do not know is how to do better in an instant to adjust their emotions, to hide their own feelings, and claimed that he wanted to help Afghanistan to seize his happiness Zhi.
Perhaps the deeper love, the more contradictions. I hope that the Arab-Israeli aspect of chi can be happy, while they want to monopolize the Arab-Israeli Zhi. The mentality of the kind of contradiction, then do not torture me all the time, let me become thinner, and the Arab-Israeli Chi on to point out at that time my thoughts.
At the time, me and Ah-chi, is a correspondence from time to time, although he and I did the same school in the same class. Ah-chi on the first letter wrote … … if I did not guess, you know not 39no people39, that 39no people39 is only to cover up the fact that you are a means … … you are by a network of living conditions the prisoners, do you have his heart and his mind not only have you, there is another equally important people with you. So, you are so apprehensive, would like to use laughter to cover up the hypocrisy of all, you want to forget him. But so far, you are always unable to do so … … I did not admit that I like a drowning person grasping a piece of driftwood on the same hand do not, stated categorically that the Arab-Israeli Chi is wrong.
Still later, the Arab-Israeli-chi has been rejected by the girl, when I dare to recognize the feelings of my own. I know I have the feelings of the Arab-Israeli chi has been too deep to as long as he is willing to accept me, then just a mirage, even if I do not care of a substitute. However, the Arab-Israeli Kwong also rejected me, he said that in his mind, I am just a sister, never will never change.
Ah Chi may never know, he39s the no to me how the world impact. In that moment on, my whole world fade its color, leaving only pale.
I do not know how those days are past, the Arab-Israeli blog, let me deliberately alienate more decadent. I began to hate, hate and the Arab-Israeli encounter Zhi hate me Ah Chi careful and considerate hate to point out the Arab-Israeli-chi to my mind, I hope … … I hate all the hate I think they can, but it can not change the fact that I still can not forget the Arab-Israeli Zhi.
Time on the very mixed feelings that have been down, and I am just like if a person has changed, do not care for them all.
Later, we all graduated, in order to alienate the Arab-Israeli blog, I and the Arab-Israeli downtown two chi Dear John. Of course, it is with much emotion somewhat childish, but also feeling a bit. , We up on the good, but no mention of the feelings. At that time, I have a chi and it is similar to the Arab-Israeli boy as Ah-chi, I told them, and so good that even I do not know is not like them. However, slowly over time in the past, I have slowly come to understand, in my heart, always, only the Arab-Israeli Zhi.
However, I know that because they do not mention the feelings of the Arab-Israeli Chi and I have such a calm and harmony. I suppress their feelings until their apathetic. However, at this time, Ah Chi has dropped a bomb , he said that he is actually my favorite! My heart had been numb, flat response, only a faint bang. Until a few days later, this bomb in my heart and brain exploded!
Although I do not know, he likes to refer to the so-called what, but he was also the day of this sentence, as well as the tenderness of the eye seems to carry with him deep feeling, once again disrupting my heart. However, I do not have too many illusions, because I am afraid they will all just wrong meaning.
Again in the years to come it seems to really love the taste. I would like to travel, be aware of the Arab-Israeli tensions Chi39s asked me this told me that I will be in a meeting with the Arab-Israeli blogcall that would let him keep talking to me, and Ah Chi I was also in accordance with when I frankly told the Arab-Israeli-chi, I envy the girls around him, he just does not smile like before … I am so cool … in such circumstances, as if we had returned to the original At that time, that with some sense of childhoodage, until one day an unexpected event.
Before that day, Ah-chi to give me a call when the proposal would like to meet me, I am pleased to replica hermes bags agree to his proposal. I swear, if I was able to predict what will happen, I will not agree to the Arab-Israeli Chi went to see him - two days after my birthday, we will meet - at least I will not go with someone else. Unfortunately, I can not predict the future, so I went to, and to my birthday two days after the meeting, the Arab-Israeli understanding of Chi is not only one or two people, with the approval of the consent of the Arab-Israeli-chi, and several will be in my birthday at the emerging, on weekdays in a very good girl and I together happily hit the road.
However, as things happened, even today I do not understand how that occurred, only know that we are suddenly up on the quarrel. We recognize this is only a six-year face-to-face since the quarrel, not the Cold War, is a real quarrel, the two people standing on the street stared at each other eyes, pointed at each other raising up! I was in speech, and the Arab-Israeli Chi is the gift of the gab, so I turned therun, and even dropped in to see the side has spent a few friends.
Ah Kwong handbag is carrying for me, the money side, I decided to go home while crying. Came the voice behind a motorcycle, looking back, is Ah-chi, his face there is anger, there are no alternative. Will be open to my motorcycle around, he stared at me, and some of their teeth to a small barrel of vinegar! On such a run? Dropped us all, I and your friends who are not good, you do not want me to embarrass you? I stared at tearful eyes, but do not speak. Ah Kwong said You really do not know how in the end, and that the left, they have to do a little face to me. Told me to go back! I deflated deflated mouth and mind of the wronged unlimited, but is back together and the Arab-Israeli Chi , but ceased to exist a tacit understanding.
My birthday, the Arab-Israeli Zhi finally did not come. I cried, but finally know that this time, nothing has changed, although due to various reasons, I-chi and the Arab-Israeli people will never become a stranger, but in a quarrel, we have alienated the other side again.
A few months later, the Arab-Israeli Chi and I finally was calm on the phone, no one has mentioned the argument that only say gently How are you? I would very much like you.
To lay down their phone, I gazed at photos of the Arab-Israeli Kwong and me, inside I ComeYan, Wan-chi of the neck of the Arab-Israeli, and Arab-Israeli Chi held my hands and eyes full of gentle … …and have beautiful years ah!
And gently tear down, I did not move, but their hearts know that this will be a tear-chi and the Arab-Israeli struggle this long existed a few years of the last drop, with a deep love for my tears. Because I know, my first love is the time for the curtain call, although I am reluctant, however, has to pull down screen … …
